am I Mad ?

It was start at first of July. The Remembrance of Bapak Muhammad Subuh (wiyosan Bapak Muhammad Subuh Sumohadiwidjojo) was held at Subud House of Surabaya at Jl. Manyar Rejo 18-22 Surabaya. I was coming late. I arrived at lunch time almost over, so I just pick my plate and mingle with full plate in my hand. Most of the people have finished their lunch, now they watching the film about Subud National Congress, that was just held in Surabaya 1 - 4 February 2007.

Going home at 15.30 and straight through home. Having finished taking bath I went to my room and played Bapak's Talk; At The New Subud Surabaya House 1978. Listening it Until 19.30. When I move out mom came and said "Pak de Biyanto seda, I'll go to Tuban with Mbak Ani." Ok and I think i have to go there too. After calling my lil brother Cahyo I finished my dinner, and start packing for two days. Everything run smoothly to Tuban up until the 6 July.

At 6 July I still in Tuban. It was Friday. I feel hot and sweating . I mean my body temperature was rather hot. Somehow my mind said Shummu tashihu. It an arab phrase better known as hadith, but i don't know what does it mean.